Alone

I miss you so much I can't even breathe. I don't know what to do without you. Everything I do just seems so wrong and empty because you aren't here. I miss your voice, your smile, how you would pinch my cheeks and cup my face. I miss your arms holding me and your voice telling me that you love me. I feel so lost without you. This isn't supposed to be happening. I'm not supposed to be here where you aren't. I want you back here so badly. I want to have my husband back, I want to have kids with you and grow old with you. I don't know how to do anything without you. I'm lost in this world, because the only world I belong in is yours. You are my world and my soulmate and I am just not me without you. You understood me better than anyone and you knew the real me without me having to say a word, you just knew. I can't do this without you. I just want you here. I'm so angry that you were taken away. It wasn't meant to happen like that. I miss calling you and telling you about my day and seeing you when I get home. I miss your crazy rapping and your loud music. I miss hearing your car from a mile away coming home. I miss you so much puddin. I'm just not the same if you aren't here with me.