Today is not a good day. Megan is being quite cranky, and she's beginning to hit. She actually punched me in the face yesterday. Not cool. There are so many things that I want to tell you. I'm beginning to realize just how incredible you were. Not that I didn't before, but I guess I'm just learning from new experiences how one of a kind you were. Even though your constant attention on me bugged me sometimes, I know now that not everyone is like that. I treasure that you were so loving and vocal about it. What a lot of people don't realize is that I didn't only lose my husband, but I also lost my best friend. We really were one of those couples who were best friends. I miss just being able to talk to you about everything and anything.
I really do miss you, every day, every second.
"If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
I would have know, what I was living for all along,
What I've been living for"
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