lies

I feel like I'm starting to lose my faith in people. When I thought you taught me about honesty, I have learned you taught me about secrecy and how to lie. I'm finding it very hard to want to trust someone again at the fear they will lie to me like you did. How am I supposed to know what's the truth? I just want to push everyone away right now. I'm not ready to open up. I feel too betrayed.